I love my lil family. It may just be Lily & I but I loved my time with her tonight during Family Home Evening. In a family centred gospel it's easy (as a single mother) to feel somewhat left out and irrelevant to gospel topics like the temple, and families.
Personally though, I'm excited, hopeful, a little impatient (lol) that one day someone awesome will come join our lil family and take us to the temple.
I'm not sure anyone reads this, but I'm going to let you into a little of my hearts' desire.
I enjoy being a stay at home mum. Sometimes I imagine what it would be like as a housewife. I would enjoy cooking bigger meals and having my daughter squeal "Daddy! Daddy!" in excitement as he comes home from work.
I grew up with lots of family, and was raised by my namesake who was married to someone from a huuuuge family! I loved it! Christmas, Easter, Mothers Day, Nanas birthday... I looked forward to these special occasions because of the fun I had with all my cousins!
Now that's what I would love for Lily. I would love my husband to come from a huuuge family. I would looove to take her to Tonga. I just want a big family :) and I hope I get the chance to give Lily some siblings. Only just like 8 or something hehe
I'm hopeful.